ASK AWAY!!!!!!
Streamed live on Feb 28, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0fVCH4EkTs

hey Seattle sapphire how are you welcome
welcome I hope tonight we have a good
live and my thing doesn't start dragon
as it does sometimes popcorn stuck to
your teeth that's when you have to use
your to your tongue I go why is my I am
feeling much better I I still find
myself if I if I deep breathe in then it
kind of wants to make me have to cough
but um otherwise I'm feeling pretty good
I got out today and I had to go to
Michael's and then I had to go girls
like a Walmart think about for a minute
and I raced home because I was like I
don't know I completely forgot that my
life was coming on I was like oh my god
I gotta hurry so I raced home and got
here just in time so I wasn't late for
my life okay why is my comments not
showing oh there we are
hey bless this crazy mess hi Lisa hey
hey plus-sized mama welcome you guys
welcome welcome I hope everybody's
having a wonderful wonderful Thursday
Salam Sahara I'm feeling pretty good
I'm feeling pretty good still a little
bit tired but you know just just trying
to keep as healthy as possible ah
no Ezra Ezra no
I am home alone with my children so I am
gonna be here doing my life and my kids
at the same time hi Anne Salam says
Seattle for the topic it's just anything
really it's anything there isn't any
really particular topic that we you know
have to talk about it just could be
anything well you guys can ask me
questions you guys can do at all need a
video on how you make that delicious
looking tea Oh Jody I know I have been
asked that so many oh did you Jodi I'm
sorry hey hey um I have been asked so
many times how do you make the tea I
don't make it all he is the one that
makes it it's his Egyptian way of making
it what honey let me see ah oh it is
right
come here hold on we got a popcorn stuck
in the tooth hold on just a second come
here there is a better yeah um but I
will definitely have him do that for
sure the weather is pretty good actually
when I went into the doctors it was
really good and then when I came out of
the doctors it was crazy snowing I'm
like ha ha and I look like a walking you
know spring Daisy and flip-flops you
know like I'm ready for some or
something which I really am but you know
but it's good it's a little bit chilly
but nothing that I can't handle
hey Jimmy Girl how are you hi Jessica
um hey yeah I'm happy to catch another
live video hope you are feeling much
better I am I am my lungs are a little
bit tight still when I went to the
Walmart today I did go in one of the
carts because there was a lot that I had
to cover in that store and I just didn't
want to set myself back so I had did my
inhaler before I went into the store and
I was like you know what it was god-sent
I walked into that store and there was a
cart available at four o'clock and I'm
like whoa so I I did I went in and got
my cart and I got all my shopping that I
needed to get done so I'm feeling much
better I feel like I have a weight
lifted off my chest now that I got the
things that I needed to get Michael's
did not have my epoxy though I was like
man and she's like well you could drive
but it would be like 45 minutes to go
again I'm like oh I am NOT gonna be
driving 45 minutes to get to get epoxy I
will order that stuff online so I just
ordered it online it will be here on
Saturday but I've got some and I'm so
excited that things that I bought today
to do some more the cups oh my gosh you
guys I'm so excited to see how this is
all gonna turn out like I have been
watching tutorials like no other
hey dimetapp ah what's up um okay let's
see I did think I missed something
the Sun was actually out today in
Seattle oh girl that it means it's
probably coming this way his job
tutorial yes I know I haven't asked so
many times to show you guys how I wrap
my stuff it's just I have such a hard
time because I haven't been able to UM
figure out how to do it where I can
cover myself and all that good stuff but
I am I'm definitely working on it I
promise I promise I promise let's see
I'm in about it and we finally had a
warm day today and for the next five
days so yeah yeah I am I'm well over the
cold I love the cold but I am ready for
some sunshine and get my family out of
this house because yeah it's just not
been mixing very well
okay hold on you guys I knew this was
gonna happen I knew this was gonna
happen
hold on just a second just just one
second come here hold on you guys we
have a dilemma okay go to brother and
he's gonna help you go to brother yep
he'll help you okay um hold on I'm sorry
I am so um hey girl I'm here cooking
dinner hey Liv
welcome welcome what you're cooking for
dinner because you know I'm coming over
I love your cooking um your his jobs are
so beautiful thank you so hard so much
appreciated it's me asking on Facebook
yes and I will try these ads during
lives don't make sense ads during lives
are their ads plain during my life I I
don't have nothing to do with it if
there's in live I mean if there's an ad
I promise I promise I promise
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so I'm alaykum Linda welcome sister why
did you leave Muslim Oh beautiful
beauties group it's a long story it's a
long story sweetie oh I'm sorry you guys
I'm trying to catch up um I'm afraid to
turn my laptop on because remember the
last time I had my laptop on with it
it like intermixed each other and it
messed everything up I don't want that I
do not want that this time so I'm just
like ah um
Alicia mom life huh no avoiding
interruptions or don't apologize thank
you thank you thank you I appreciate
that
maybe use a cheap foam mannequin head to
use oh that is a good idea and Plus
sighs I didn't even think about that um
yeah maybe I could do that or maybe I
could just use Ali's head how about that
but you'd love that one um no ads here
oh okay
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no ads just in the beginning oh why
didn't even set up an ad that is crazy I
swear I didn't touch anything - even I
haven't monetized it or anything like I
nothing I just totally simply hit go
live and that's what I did sorry you
guys um there's an ad just before that's
normal just don't know why they have
them yeah I don't know because they
didn't even it didn't add it didn't add
to me or ask me spaghetti oh I'm on my
way I am on my way um hey hey Susie by
the sea welcome welcome welcome sorry I
am trying to get you I miss you sis
haven't seen many posts on Facebook
either from here and I know you know I
just I think with being sick and trying
to you know trying just to play catch up
on everything it's just definitely kept
me busy
oh sure you can have that if you would
like oh you want it to be on your head
well honey because it's a strap it's not
actually a head piece um but I've just
been so busy that I just I haven't I
really haven't been on Facebook much at
all I I jump on I try and keep on
contact with everybody so everybody
knows that you know I'm alive I'm well
my family's breathing but you need a
headband on your head okay well oh no
you just found something that I bought
for your birthday you're not supposed to
get into Mama's drawers
I was busted okay go ahead and use that
one and can you go play for a little bit
LEM I might have just a little bit of
time for here and then I will talk with
you okay Susie by the sea I am feeling
much better thank you my lungs are still
pretty tight but I'm using my inhaler so
it is helping quite a bit um thank you
they can sound very cute but Oh
sometimes they just need mamas attention
right when it's the best time ever I am
loving your spring hijab
thank you thank you thank you hey there
Amy I love how down to earth you are
your joy is infectious oh thank you so
much I've truly appreciated
you should still take it easy on your
body okay yes definitely trying hey Kate
oh mama welcome I didn't even see you
come in where did you get your
decorations I get my decorations all
over the place any store that I go to I
I get him your monkey you guys I was
broke I was broken I was busted it's not
a monkey toy and then your brother's
gonna come in here because he didn't get
it I got this pervert today at Michaels
you guys it's why first I was like why
in a world is it I think she's she's
quite happy about it I was like what is
that and I've no I don't pay attention
to this type of stuff it was normally
$13 and I got it for three dollars and
ninety cents I couldn't beat that up oh
my gosh I couldn't beat it up I beat it
up I hope I don't beat it up but I
couldn't beat the price so I picked it
up her birthday and she went spend it
with my drawer
that's what kids do I guess
sorry I'm not ignoring you guys I'm so
not ignoring you guys let me get her
busy so then she will go and play in
okay baby girl this somehow it fits
inside there okay
it's like it I guess it's uh what does
it call it a squish them no soft insole
slow
Squishy's costume cuties the things that
they come up with for these kids these
days doesn't help but you got long nails
they give it away
okay you can go and dress him up okay go
go play with them have fun with him good
okay
let me catch back up with you guys here
for a minute because now I am like
totally lost let me scroll up
doo doo doo doo doo your kids have those
squishies - I don't ever pay attention
to him I honestly had no clue what these
things were but I felt it I was like oh
that's cute and there's a whole bunch of
them like tons of different ones you can
choose from I was like but they only had
the one for the the cell but I was just
hiked for three dollars I couldn't beat
it up I could not beat that um okay
let's see her laugh is precious yes she
does she'll just bust out she'll be like
oh all right girl I think I know who my
daughter is will just sit there and
start laughing together um I had to just
chase my one and a half year old son
down because he took his diaper off
laughs bless is crazy mess yeah sounds
like my house sounds like my house just
found out that my sister-in-law's having
a boy so excited oh my god
congratulations
that is a squirrel a bargain it's a girl
you're telling me I am happy camper sell
bargain
Clarence aisle and
I spent like 25 minutes just down the
clearance aisle at Walmart today because
I was looking for stuff they didn't have
anything but at least not today um let's
see everybody's kids are running around
great great
hey mama welcome so happy you were able
to make it in and when I say mama I hope
you guys understand that cat lady is my
adopted mom she has been an amazing
woman that has stepped into my life in a
time that you know I really I never
really had that mother that and how do I
explain it I never have had that in like
intense mother since I've been an adult
and you know there's times where I have
needed a mom more than ever and my
biological mom is just not emotionally
there like she's just not and cat lady
has stepped in and you know has just
been such an amazing person to me and so
many buddy is amazing to me and
everybody has been so I mean you guys
have all become such amazing important
people in my life but cat lady
aka my mom she has just blessed me in so
many ways and just talks to me that way
like late nights we'll just be talking
and you know she'll listen to me and I
you know there's times where I just need
to talk and vent and she's just been
there and helps me through it and gives
me that motherly advice that I
desperately desperately need sometimes
and so when I say mom you guys just know
that I'm talking about cat lady
she's my mom so I wanted to clarify that
my heart is saddened knowing you didn't
have the type of mother you needed I was
fortunate that by the time my younger
sister and I were
born our mom had changed for the better
yeah okay can you guys can you guys go
play because hey go play yeah this is
this is a girly toy honey that's why I
didn't I didn't get it for you okay
okay well why don't you go play with the
animals that Mama bought you yesterday
and then we will discuss having more
animals okay okay and you're not going
to set that down okay go play go play go
play yes hello kiddos they're here ready
to ready to rumble um yeah you know it's
it is truly sad that you know like one
thing that you know really has truly
broke my heart is that Omar's birthday
was
Omar's birthday was February 7th and my
mom has not even called to wish him a
happy birthday acknowledge his birthday
send him a birthday gift nothing and you
know it's not about to need my kids
gifts because that's not all about it
but to even just call your grand cam and
say happy birthday you know something
you know it's okay it's okay because you
know what I have the most amazing mother
I could ever ask for
and I absolutely adore her and she has
adopted my kids as like her grandkids
and I just couldn't be more thankful
honey mama we'll have to get you one
okay I don't have one right now only son
no no no it's totally fine thank you so
much for stopping by I appreciate it
I absolutely am so thankful and go get
your lesson done I'll be on for a while
so if you get done then come back okay
okay I need you guys to please go and
play for a little bit
Go Go no no no that's not No
you can have one and take your toy
take your toy please here take it
okay there you go okay okay my mother
would have said they should call me to
say happy birthday to them really I mean
I you know Astri can go both ways in
you're right you know but at the same
time it's hard when she has been absent
for most of my entire life that to have
her be still absent it's hard it's hard
for me to accept that but you know what
I have to accept where she's at and love
her and the I've had to learn and I will
continue to learn to love her where
she's out in life but just not continue
to put more efforts into something
that's just not there I know what you
are feeling my mother was the same way
very cold hard for her to give her kids
what they needed Wow it is
it's sad but yeah it's you know it's
just it's it's a complete definite
learning tactic for me that I don't want
to be that type of mother to my babies I
want them to know that they are my
babies I will always love them I will
always go to the end of their worth to
make them be the best that they can be
and to know that I will always support
them no matter what because I could
never imagine treating my children any
way that I have been treated by my mom
so and when I say my mom my bio you have
a great heart you have a beautiful
family and our wonderful mother thank
you so much Jessica I truly appreciate
it you know what I just I just learning
along the way kids don't come with a
little book I wish sometimes they did
but they don't you just got to do what
you got to do and you know you learn
along there your directions of being a
parent hi ladies Amy you are looking
like a bit of a sir I've never riping
welcome
welcome welcome welcome
we just have grow and just be better
parents exactly Demma I couldn't I could
not agree with you more
it's that is very true and that's
exactly what I'm doing
you know I am learning to be a mother
I'm learning to still be who I'm
supposed to be and I'm learning to be a
great wife because the three of those
are what's gonna make this I mean the
children and my husband are all that I
have on my blood side you know and I
just love that so in fact it was kind of
crazy I was walking into Walmart sorry
you guys fix this really quick it's
walking into Walmart today and I hear
Amy of course I'm looking around cuz I'm
just like okay I hear my name and I
looked over and it was my um my
sister-in-law but she was I don't like
saying ex-sister-in-law because I
absolutely adore her she was an amazing
sister-in-law and I I'm so sad that my
brother ever divorced her for who he
married now um but I I just I wrapped my
arms around her and she was like oh my
god we haven't seen each other in like
seven years so at first when I looked at
her I was like okay she looks familiar
and I'm like oh my god and I wrap my
arms around her and we just talked for a
few seconds and I told her to tell my
nephews hello and then I loved them and
but it you know it's just all you can do
is just embrace the family you have and
hope for the best and go from there so
ya know Alicia catlady is actually not
my mom but she's my adopted mom I love
her just like if she was my mom I wish
she was my mom I wish and pray she would
have been my mom she would have been an
amazing mother
hands down all around and she would have
been an amazing grandmother because she
is just she's my adopted mom and I just
love her to death
and my kids love her and so yeah that's
what that's about yeah yeah yeah so
anyways yeah um panels open you guys can
ask questions you guys
can talk amongst each other
I am trying and I'm really hoping that
um I'm hoping somebody Oh Jamie you
don't want to start me on the whole
opinion on snow don't even get me there
don't get me there because you're not
gonna happen no I bought two lupus Vic
oh yes no and me don't mix we do not mix
I hate snow yeah everything about snow
is yeah out snow me or bebut she thinks
it's funny too um yeah me and snow are
very very bad friends we just we just
don't like it honey girl you're bumping
my table snowing here right now pink
Prozac where are you at where do you
like where's your location it was
snowing them lightly earlier and I was
like oh no no no see I'm dressed like a
spring because you gots to go
Chicago oh I'm tired the cold mainly
plus the salt in my car yeah you know
it's really weird
I was um the other day we were in the
dryer amaur amaur okay espera stop Omar
you asked nicely
um we were driving in the car and I was
like oh my gosh I could hardly see
through the windshield and our
windshield wiper fluid broke so we have
no fluid in the vehicle where you can
wash your car window and so I'm like
driving I feel like I keep walking
wanting to wipe my glasses that I
thought it was that and in reality it
wasn't that at all it was my windshield
Omar Omar hey Omar Omar can you take
your toy single play with Maya and
his room and less we're staying here so
that way then you guys can play separate
go on so you guys are not fighting um
but yeah it snowed in North Las Vegas a
few days ago but it was not much the
next day the Sun was out yeah Jessica
said that would be my snow season too
I don't like being stuck in the house
that's the problem as long as I'm not
stuck in the house hey hey
Oh Mart
stop it no no you're not gonna talk like
that I am so sorry you guys I apologize
oli is not home and Maya is busy so I
have no help with my two little ones
tonight um but anyways yeah I don't like
being stuck in the house if I can be
stuck in the house if I don't have to be
something else I'm okay and if it's
snowing on the ground ground like on the
ground like on the cement mm-hmm I don't
like it
hi Laura welcome welcome welcome oh
let's see here just okay I lived there
three years pink head like he was
lighter to open Carter oh yeah um had
slept with ice Oh had sleep with ice a
day drove four plus hours at oh hey Lika
welcome welcome welcome I am so glad the
snow was gone for now I've had enough of
it I was stuck for a week at my house
yeah I see I just don't like it I don't
like it
hey Olli welcome welcome husband are you
hearing your children in the background
a screaming and yelling um but yeah I
mean if I don't have to be stuck in the
house I'm great with snow but otherwise
I just really love to have my I love to
have my normal my normal weather yeah
see I told you guys he's out he's gone
he left me he just purely left me no
just joking
Brandon question but what was your
favorite year of school grade when you
were in school so Jamie honestly I was
um I was home-schooled
from 5th grade on up until I got my GED
but if I had to choose a grade that I
liked honestly I really liked you know I
like school altogether I liked getting
away and going and meeting with my
friends and things like that so there
really wasn't an actual grade in year
that I was a hundred percent just like
obsessed with but I was taken out of
school and homeschool from 5th grade
until I guess you would say 12th grade
or whatever and so it just was kind of
an a thing I would absolutely love
whether that range from 6070 to all
Yoann yeah hey Amy long time no see hey
Angela you know the funny thing is I was
just thinking about you today because I
went to Walmart
oh yes sure you almost knocked my camera
over I just I was at Walmart and I
thought about you today I was like oh I
wish I could meet you again and run into
you
so that's funny that you got on tonight
cuz I was just thinking about you
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anchors ways so I went to cosmetology
school but I did not go to actual
college college I did 16 months of
cosmetology college though and that was
plenty enough for me I actually went to
go to cosmetology school to get my
degree I'm not my degree to get my
certificates so that I could transfer
out and I wanted to become a mortician
that was originally what I wanted to do
but I didn't I didn't end up going
because the only school that they had
available for mortician school at the
time was in New York and I didn't know
anybody so I was just like no I I think
I'm just gonna bypass it just forget it
what's wrong honey
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okay there you go
no Laura I did hair nails facials waxing
I did everything so yeah I did do some
makeup as well um not as much but a
little bit a little bit you look very
pretty today like spring which can't
come soon enough
oh yes Lika I is it lekha or Lika tell
me if I'm seeing it right I hate missing
people's names wrong hello Amy and
everyone else hi Cassandra welcome
welcome welcome Mary Mary did you get my
message back on Facebook tell me yes or
no because I'm curious to know if you
got my message from your message that
you sent me have you ever watched the
series Six Feet Under
I have not it's like Lika Lika is that
it um I have not watched that series
what is it on Amy I'm glad you're
feeling better and who wanted to go to
mortuary school to be an embalmer oh my
god Pam are you serious um yeah I really
was completely involved in all of it oh
my god I wanted to go so bad but because
of the fact that I didn't know anybody
in New York it scared me and I just for
some reason I didn't have the nerves to
go woah once I found that out I if they
would have had a school closer I would
have been I I would have been in um a
mortician because that's exactly what I
wanted to do are you in still interested
and doing makeup um no not really
um I think my my interests have changed
over time because
I yes for sure okay hold on I'm jumping
my conversations here so I why let's not
fight let's not fight so my my whole
thing of train of thought has changed so
if I would have done it I would have
done it before I went before I got
married and stuff but now that I'm
married and things like that is kind of
just like that okay whatever um okay
yes for sure wish I'm college my mom
passed and that was that Oh Pam I'm
sorry so is that what made you decide
not to do it after that is when your mom
passed is that a lot of people ask me
that like how could you think of
becoming a mortician after losing your
son and you know it comes to the fact
that you know in a job like that you yes
no Mike oh yeah it is very expensive
I will that was the other thing - OH -
rush I don't mind you guys playing but I
need you guys to be a little bit whiter
so when you're doing a job like that you
have to be okay with separating yourself
from your job because if I went into it
and and took every you know every
situation personal I would never last in
a business like that and I know that so
you know people were like well what if a
baby came in well you know I am sure it
would have happened I mean that's part
of your you're taking up what could it
be but you have to separate yourself
just like a doctor and just like you
know pediatricians I mean you have to
separate yourself and not put yourself
in that job so that way then you can
handle a job like that because if you
get too personal in that whole business
yeah
it's not for you it's not for you so
that's how that worked it ran on HBO
years ago it was centered around a
family that owned a funeral home and the
son was a mortician it's either on
Amazon Prime or Hulu now it's
interesting but not Kim friendly oh you
know what I will have to take a look at
that I do have Amazon Prime so I will I
will check into that and see because
that would be an interesting show to
watch checking in nice to see you hi
Maria welcome thank you for coming in I
appreciate it I looked into it too but
me and the dead don't mix and you have
to live yeah it's definitely it's a job
that you I mean you really have to have
it cut out for yourself and I think that
I would have done fine with it however
now that you know I have a family and I
have kids and it's you know my kids are
small and things like that and you know
after talking with Ollie Ollie was never
not a poet like he was never opposed to
it hey hey um he was never opposed to it
like he was never against it but um and
I was gonna do it prior to me ever even
getting in with Ollie but um you know it
just wasn't something that I wanted to
pursue after the fact that I got married
and you know wanted to settle down with
a family I was just like oh okay
I think I'm done with the whole school
business I just want to become a mom and
you know live a life of a being a
housewife all Marinera I understand you
guys are playing but please be a little
bit quieter okay okay yeah you do you
have to turn off your emotions you have
to because if you have your emotions
built into it
yeah it will never last you I had a
friend who was a mortician she actually
went into it because she lost her mom
from breast cancer
Wow really Wow
yeah a lot of people and it's crazy
because when I was younger I was the kid
in the field because I lived on a farm
and so I was the kid that was out in the
farm finding the dead animals and
dissecting them and yeah tell me about
it you guys you're gonna all think that
I'm really crazy and mental and
psychotic but like when they would get
the goats and you know cut them to you
know let the blood drain and do all that
stuff to get ready to butcher it I would
be the kid on the ground in the buckets
with the heart and the intestines and
the kidneys and everything and I would
just be there just playing it up with it
all and checking it all out and some
people be looking at me like you have
seriously lost your ever-loving mind I'm
just like enjoying it and just looking
at it and having fun I found a mole one
time and it was dead and I sat there and
tried to do CPR on and yeah
let me tell you me and then the whole
body system of dead and stuff I kept
myself quite busy
let's see yep she was really concerned
for the decision of the person for the
family that could give you the willies I
am in Iowa and I am done with snow we're
supposed to get more supposed to get
yeah I know
winter needs to go bye-bye I took a
second and third look when you said that
when I said what that I like to play
with dead people's parts I used to go to
the autopsies and maybe oh wow see I
would have loved to go to all of that
stuff that's just in my neck of the
woods
I left when you talk about snow because
we have tons of snow like over a foot
yeah Maria I know I died because you
know I also chef wannabe she's another
one
she's in Nebraska and the snow is like
uh
all over the place and yeah she like
every time I snap her like I wanna hear
it
she's I can't look at mommy please and
I'm like no no no no oh let's see
I laughed when you talk to okay that's
where Oh mark it's it when he fell in
love with her yes yes he is right there
and I'm not gonna say the words because
if I say the word we will be hearing it
for the next two weeks this child is
identical to me yeah when it comes to
stuff like that he's got a very very
soft heart but not only a soft heart but
he has a heart for sick animals sick
people it's you want new boo or new boo
Jer Jer okay hold on mama we'll give you
one here it's fun for you can you put on
that show that she's wanting look it
under her thank you Amy I appreciate it
I am fascinated by all the aspects of
the Dead but sometimes they get
fascinated with us too so I say yeah if
one started tickling me or something
we'd have a problem oh my gosh well I'm
hoping that they're gonna go get busy
and watch a cartoon or something because
as soon as I walked in the door I had
been gone for at least four hours today
which is a lot for them they're not used
to being away from me that long and but
I had my ultrasound today and so I had
to leave here at 12:30 and I didn't get
home until like 4:30 and so and I walked
in and came straight back here because I
need to unload the stuff out of my bags
and then get ready for the live and so
he just they were all on top of me
wantin
wanting attention and now they don't
want to leave my side because they're
like no because I know you're gonna take
off on me or something
and now if I have to leave I have to die
tell them um let me say go to the doctor
and get a shot you want to go the doctor
and get a shot no okay then I think he
got to stay there like my engine
wouldn't as a hard time starting oh you
know you know I have been told that yes
they do love me and I love them just
sometimes it's like go watch a car do
now um when I was younger I was told
that um uh that I was a laughing hyena
that's what I was told and then it
changed from that - I think yeah like a
dead engine sometimes my husband looks
at me and just he just laughs at me
because I'm laughing do your kids laugh
like you um
Esther was just laughing a little bit of
gross bit ago and somebody said she
sounds she goes oh my gosh you know
moments like a doctor on call tomorrow
oh oh you're telling me I love being a
mom I do but you know here's the thing
this this is the jiff of it all is that
and I'm not missing everybody's comments
just so y'all know I do I'm watching and
reading everything that you guys are
saying I will come back and we will be
talking about all of this um now because
now I just got it brain for what were we
just talking about oh my god because I
started talking about the comment what
was I saying somebody remind me no I
don't remember the same problem - this
whole engine thing is what people say to
me but at least oh yeah I know I know I
don't remember what I was saying you
guys I totally got a complete brain fart
mark
um if anybody remembers but about being
a mom about being a mom well there's so
many things about people oh yes that's
say Thank You Linda okay so I started
basically being kind of like a mom
figure at the age of between 12 and 14
14 being the wire I was being left at
home with kids and daycare and all of
that stuff and yeah yeah mom you're
telling me and so anyways I now that I
am almost 38 I'll be 38 in August I am
just burnt out and I'm like thanks what
I'm late laughs and you know have my
time down but I love being a mom I
really do it's amazing but there's those
days where I'm just like I love you so
much but just go oh wait far out man it
is there a spray can spray that will
make you guys stay away Yes Mother I
know CR CR s I can't remember Shi T okay
um my son is 31 my daughter's 29 and I
am still on call but have established
boundaries
Wow you know and somebody said that to
me the other day they said you know as
your kids get older the worry doesn't
stop it just gets different the
responsibilities don't stop they just
become different any mother who hasn't
gone through this it was high level we
all need a break yeah call me about it
and today was a really nice bear I
really had a nice break um you know it
was just I even if it's going to the
doctor I guess that's what you gotta do
huh I feel like being a teacher is
preparing me for whatever come aroma oh
yes Oh Jaime are you a teacher
I just caught that wait until you're in
your 40s in your 50s I know I know
and now but the nice thing about it is
when Ezra is at least in her teenage
years I'll be
um I'll be getting close to 50 so I
teach fifth grade oh my god Jamie I had
no idea
hey Chris chef wannabes in the house um
I did not know you were a teacher that
is awesome to know um how about
everybody share what they do for a
living if you feel comfortable doing it
if you don't don't food you do not feel
obligated but if you want to share what
you do for a living that would be
awesome for me I was first a childcare
provider then I went like oh my god
you're a nurse that is amazing I was a I
was a chef I was hahaha I was a
childcare provider then I went to being
like a child carrier slash preschool
slash whatever type of teacher you want
to call it then I went back to being a
child care / owner and now I'm retired
from all of that and I do my cups okay
let's see
so Leica is a nurse sorry I'm I'm
getting I'm getting plugged up again
Jamie is a teacher for fifth grade momma
is retired I'm gonna bless this crazy
mess I am a stay-at-home mom foster mom
before I had my kids wow that's awesome
Seattle I guess there is a saying when
they are young they get on your nerves
but when they are grown they are
dreaming oh yeah I know I'm not looking
forward to that
okay chef wannabe I used to be a teacher
now a food blogger and a youtuber and I
selsun see you're amazing your justin'll
at all Linda Willis I was a nurse LPN
for 35 years and I'm disabled oh my god
Linda
dama retail office manager but now mom
and crusher yay for the crafters
Pam telemarketing and insurance producer
hey Pam that is awesome and you know
what my husband did that for a while so
that's awesome like a love that you are
making your hobby a job oh my gosh you
guys I am so sorry I'm like stuffing up
I'm a mama
okay plus-size mama I am a mama and a
personal taxi from on enjoy Tommy I
think that we can all say that for a
minute
jinnie girl is in marketing that's
awesome Seattle I organized an event
environmental education for the city oh
wow that is awesome
desi hey Cece yeah thank you Mary
30 years and nurse sill nursing daughter
is graduating April BSN and nursing oh
my god congratulations congratulations
Jody I was working two jobs then I know
now battling liver failure oh my god
fighting disability oh my god I love
English bulldogs are so key hey hey hey
hey hey hey nope nope take it over there
you guys you guys are shaking my table
hey you're taking your shadow I can't
even talk you're shaking my table um oh
no where are we at Erin I am a
photographer oh my god Erin Wow
I you know I really like for like
photography I love like pictures and
stuff but I just don't think I would
have the niche for it because I just I
don't know I don't know why but I love
taking pictures and stuff but I just
don't have that ability to be creative I
but I did work in Sears Portrait Studio
for like two years I love that I
absolutely love that I love taking
pictures of people but then it was
really hard because they have a you know
they have that statistic of you don't
sell this mini and you don't make these
nacelles and
if you're you know oh that's not good
I'll take care of it as soon as I'm done
okay if you don't like if you get
centimeter off this way or centimeter
off this way then the whole picture is
gone but that's awesome um try some try
some ginger tea with oh yes
Thank You Maria I will I don't know why
it's this is what starts happening I
feel really good during the day and then
coming into the evening time the
pressure starts up building in here and
then it just starts down in here and it
hurts so bad okay hold on get my glasses
back on because I can't read without
those I hope I'm not missing anybody
okay I'm seeing okay I am much less
experienced as a nurse I've been one for
seven years and now I am an office nurse
for veterans through those so I am cool
with it oh my god that's awesome no that
is so cool um Jamie I also taught
regular edk five here and there I am so
excited for to know all of this about
you guys Pam I can't wait for your live
do you have allergies are as far as I
know no i I've never been diagnosed with
uh I don't know um I've never been
diagnosed with it but it's just weird
because it's like it just I don't know
and it's like my throat's kind of
getting that scratchy feeling again and
I was just fine all day long go figure
this needs to go away and I don't want
my babies to get it that is the biggest
thing as I'm just like don't weighing on
why going um let's see
you probably have a sinus infection
you're on antibiotics right no I'm not
Mary I'm not on antibiotics actually he
wanted me actually this is it right here
I have a sitting right next to my bed um
he wanted me taking a K flicks 500
milligrams every single day one time a
day he wanted me to be taking that I
guess for life due to me getting urinary
tract infections but um I just don't
know if I feel a hundred percent
comfortable taking a medicine like that
Manta biotic every single day I would
scare me that my body would eventually
get immune to it and then it wouldn't be
able to answer to it if it ever really
needed it so I haven't taken anything
that wasn't originally why he gave me
antibiotics to begin with but um let's
see maybe it's allergies try taking a
surtax or claritin or even benadryl I
have taken allergy stuff every day you
know and you know something else that's
really weird and I don't know I could be
having a reaction to the the EPOXI but
you know what I have been itching like
really bad like my body like around in
here on my ears the back of my shoulders
I have been itching and itching and
itching and I don't know if it has
anything to do with my me working with
epoxy and my hair I even had to check my
hair for lice guys the royal
conversation about that and I don't have
any but my scalp itch itch itch gene and
the only thing I think of is when I was
doing the epoxy and ever since I did
that that's when I got sick so I don't
know if it has to do with the epoxy that
I've been using I don't know no I know
Pam that's what scares me is if I'm
allergic but I'm still making my job I'm
still making my cups like
it's gonna happen I don't care I will
itch my self away oh let's say that Shay
- a netipot but he was distilled water
wonder if you're catching a cold
could be I totally musin X and that
mucinex
I can't use it I'd allergic to it I took
it one time and it totally made me into
a zombie like literally I could choose
somebody
it was crazy crazy crap like I took it
and within half an hour oh my god I was
just like wow everybody that was around
I was like you are not allowed to take
me to the Knicks ever again Mike well I
can't help it I didn't get a
notification that you were alighting me
Stacey really I wonder why that's crazy
don't forget to give me a thumbs up you
guys I mean I hate doing that I hate I
hate Eileen you guys down for again to
make you like what is it
I hate seen at the end of all my videos
please like and subscribe and share my
videos because I feel like I'm like
begging everybody to do it they don't
want to beg anybody your husband said to
quit smoking Oh where's he at I didn't
even see him make a comment Ollie I'm
gonna beat you up you're gonna fight
where is he add a little turd I don't
know where he's had he's probably
sitting somewhere just laughing away
he's not at home well how'd you get home
and get on your lie on this live with me
um take try taking an allergy meds for
two or three weeks if it's allergic
you'll find out it's remarkable how
clearly prove my allergies under control
we're supposed to be getting more snow
tomorrow that's my regular schedule
situation if I do not see my husband's a
little comment I didn't get it okay I
would at least take ten days of the meds
okay Jodie I will
I'll do that do you have animals in your
house no Linda I do not I don't have any
oh I'm not gonna stop making my cups I
don't care mmm nope hmm
my grandkids came over last night for my
bday party and we're all coughing snotty
and hacking oh this is so not cool oh my
god the lights of conversation creeped
me out and I like weird clean air and
it's not the cleanest thing they just
creeped me out
what's for dinner tonight
are you dead serious right now babe Oh
Olli I swear you better get home use a
mask when you use the epoxy they sell
them at the pharmacies you know and I
didn't even know you were supposed to
actually use a use mask who was it
I was reading it on somewhere and
somebody said the same thing they're
like you're using a mask right and I'm
like no I looked it up and I'm like oh
I'm supposed to be using a mask great
great times yes happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you happy birthday to
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chef wanna be happy birthday to you my
son told me to stop singing yes have you
late birthday my dear sister I love you
so much and I'm so happy to be able to
be a part of your birthday this year
Ollie says life
Amy earth s for stop Amy if you take the
medication daily as the doctor says get
a probiotic okay recheck the pollen
allergies Pam says sausage oh that what
you're having for dinner it's sausage
you probably yes I do use gloves and
don't like the filling of that crap on
my fingers because so sticky gross
hey Olli I need a cig not just past my
three-year quit date on 211 oh that's so
good mom I'm so pretty appreciative I'm
so happy to hear that okay
went to okay it went to I will get all
notifications okay good
yes for sure use a mask not good
breathing that in ceilings it didn't
have a like a smell so it really
surprised me I was just like oh alright
why had my phone immediately get dark
Jer Jer can you come here I think my
phone's gonna die yeah I will definitely
be using masks um I'm I'll have to pick
them up but I will definitely use them
because I definitely don't want any
mistakes happy 80th birthday she wants
to be ah can you plug my phone in hi no
the brown cord
I don't think it is is it why did it
hold on you guys hold on oh my goodness
oh that was weird I don't know my phone
like got really dark um anyways yes I
will definitely start putting on masks
and stuff but oh my gosh you guys I'm so
excited to show you guys what I'm going
to be doing for my next cups yeah I have
two tumblers that I have ordered for
life by gin put an order in and then
Seattle Sapphire putted order in but I
have one that I'm gonna play with oh my
gosh I'm so excited to do it I'm heading
off to bed good night to all have a
great night good night Maria thank you
so much for stopping by I appreciate it
I know he wants to fight I told you he
is wanting to fight yours to fight
tonight
what
what No
as for ask for a baby ask for it okay
can you pick up that cookie please I
don't want to mess um
Seattle I'm excited to make it I I had
to go to Walmart tonight and pick up
another tumblr and um and so yeah I am
truly truly truly excited to get this
made for you and I will also be laying
and flattening your shirts tomorrow I
think tomorrow I'm pretty sure I'll be
doing them my vlog is gonna be really
short tomorrow you guys just because
today I didn't do a lot I mean I did but
it was more like spot you know because
of me going life but uh what state do
you live in what oh I live in Oregon
Salem Oregon yeah yeah he thinks he's
funny
I don't know where my husband's at I
feel like my face is puffing back up I
don't know why I feel like it's like
getting Lulu I thought you lived in
Salem Massachusetts before oh no no no
Massachusetts okay let's not do that
okay please don't please don't
yeah but let's not do that please Thank
You Jamie so much for stopping by I
appreciate it you guys I'm gonna jump
off myself because I'm starting to get
clogged up again I don't know what's
going on and I need to go and get some
stuff
done but uh can someone go get me
Chinese food out of the fridge and eat
it up for me K things hey who wants to
bring me some Chinese food
honey you're out you want to buy me some
Chinese food come on now you see these
eyebrows but yeah I please don't forget
to give me my thumbs up I appreciate it
and thank you guys so much for all of
your guys is amazing encouragement you
guys are just awesome I love get to
cooking woman I don't want to cook I'm
sick but I just thank everybody for all
of your guys is amazing I mean you guys
are just awesome I could not be more
grateful and thankful and blessed for
all the amazing amazing people that I am
blessed with but I am going to get off
here so that I can do my closing for my
vlog for today and I will be checking in
with you all tomorrow and I will be
doing some fun here soon some fun
tutorials on my tumblers so that way
then I can show you guys how I'm doing
them so anyways take care of you guys
thank you I know thank you Richard so
much I appreciate it sorry I didn't even
see that you were in here I would have
said allo but thank you everybody for
coming in tonight and I hope that
everybody takes care stay safe and warm
and I will check in with you guys
tomorrow talk to you later love ya bye
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